2005-04-30 - 5:20 p.m.
people want to be recognized as who they are and who they want to be
people give love if they receive love, they give respect if they receive respect
what is this frustration i feel? where does this self-destructive energy come from?
lack of close relationships with people physically near me? why this desire to escape all responsibility?
these things we need; love, meaning, intellectual exercise- if all these things are stripped away, would we all become frustrated at nothing?
are we just an accumulation of past experiences coupled with random chance called free will? is that the formula for our souls?
after all, without our experiences and connections, we are nothing
how do most people answer the big questions? "i just want to be happy"? is that really a satisfying answer?
