2005-11-15 - 3:42 a.m.
weed tonight was a bad idea- i can't remember the last time i smoked- sometimes it reveals yourself to you- i didn't even realize how incredibly stressed out i am, now i do-
it's amazing how your mood rises and falls, all the different variables interacting with each other- one thing can bring everything up or everything down
i see different parts of myself in everyone around me- tonight was so chaotic- it's so hard to keep things together- it takes so much energy-
it's so hard to have the confidence to act, especially when you have to step forward-
