2005-11-29 - 2:35 a.m.
fear of falling down
when i was 9
i clutched my hat
arm out the car window
until the wind took it
i vaguely remember
a moment of panic
when i was 19
lolita and i
let things fly
from her bedroom window
books, cds, a stapler
i felt like a poser
in a new place
as i type this
i imagine pouring
my glass of water
all over the keyboard
and wonder why
it unnervers me
